Wait... what? At first I thought you were writing to yourself... speaking to a Youtuber? Speaking to a part of yourself that has acquired knowledge through a Youtuber? Manifesting knowledge without a visual or audial connection? The first stories seemed like stories you could've written yourself but hmm, but then, but wait... lot of wisdom in these strophes though...
I don't mind the thought of a higher power existing either, but I feel like the religions we have in a way destroy the allusion that a higher power would be GOOD. If our theological texts are correct than they're not worthy of leading us, but if all our scripts are simply our own interpretations, or inventions, or testaments that have been skewed and misinterpreted over time... then maybe there is good there after all. If there is no benevolence in a higher power: why serve it? If it isn't aware of us: why praise it? The one thing we derive from such ideas seems to be a higher purpose. But to connect on a more spiritual level... maybe that's what I'm missing out on.
In the end I feel like what it all comes down to is being a better person. For you and for others. No matter whom is at the helm. Everyone with an our can change the course and help steer the way, even if we're all in the same boat; led on by a madman.
Oh-Sama
Even though I've been atheist somewhere in my life and still, I think there is a good reason for a higher power to exist in this world, though I think there should be no place for a goddamn jerk that favors terror whatever religion they come from....