These are not lies, these are FACTS...

I hate school... Yet I like knowledge...

I'm a thinker... I think almost every second.. I can't live without that... Yet my thoughts are a bit messy...

I'm a looser... I lose when I play games... I'm losing memories... I'm losing many people around me... I'm losing weight... But one day, I will overcome all that... At least I would have tried...

I'm a liar... Yet I don't like to lie... I lie when I'm afraid... I lie when I can't handle a situation... Sometimes I regret that deeply but there's nothing to do either... At least I invented a way to make my lies a bit better... I always opt for a lie that makes the lowest damage to my surroundings...

I'm weak... I have a sickness... It makes me suffer a lot sometimes... I can't beat anyone... I can't swim... May be I had eaten the META META no mi...

In the middle of 2013, I've manifested the greatest change of my life till this moment... It made me feel happy... It made me feel different... It made me feel brave, yet not the braveness I'm willing to get... It made my thoughts and dreams sound plausible...

But because of that change I'm getting anonymous... It's because I'm weak... It's because I still have fears... It's because I'm alone here in the limited space I have so far explored...

It's because my Greatest Dream tells me to be so... Yet it also tells me to be different on the Promised Day...

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